The Begining

Well, I have started this because i used to journal, but after this summer and the events that transpired it became too painful. When i put them on paper, it became permanent. Blogging however, feels "safe." I feel as if this is just a conversation, it's not as binding as ink on paper.

It's not really a conversation though is it? I mean, I don't min hearing people's responses to what i say, i just don't think I'll get very many, or any at all. I can't tell my friends about this, i need a place of anonymity. But if you happen to stumble across this, welcome. This is just the thoughts and letters, really, of a nearly 19 year old girl.